TNZKMA Chapter 87

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Saine moved his hips back and forth while still hugging me. He slides out then pokes back in. He repeats that movement many times. The feeling that my internal organs were about to be pulled out revived the fear that should have disappeared. But I don’t want him to stop, so I bite my fingers and endure the urge to cry out in pain.

As I endured while groaning, Saine took away that hand.

 

[Didn’t I tell you not to treat this body poorly? If you want to bite something, bite my finger.]

 

He popped his thick finger in my mouth. But I can’t hurt Saine’s finger. Saine is a guard and his body is his capital, he shouldn’t get hurt. Instead, I licked the finger in my mouth.

 

[Aren’t you going to bite?]

[I can’t do something like that. What if someone attacks you and you’re hurt? We can’t have that.]

[Getting bitten by you makes no difference. Besides, we still have plenty of dour grass left.]

[That may be the case but…… but still, it will hurt as expected if you’re wounded, right?]

[…… Direct such feelings to yourself, too.]

 

Saine pulled out his finger and hugged me. And his hips also restarts its movements. I was about to be tossed by the waves of fear again, and hurriedly closed my mouth. Saine’s hugging body repelled my arms, and my hands can’t reach my mouth. That’s why I tightly clenched my teeth.

 

[If you’re scared, say it.]

[I’m not scared.]

 

The movements of his hips turn violent. He pulls back until almost everything is out, and then thrust in all at once. Both actions scared me that I was close to crying. It feels like my innards are gonna get pulled out, and my stomach feels like it’s gonna get pierced through. I’m so, so scared of the huge Saine that I’m swallowing.

But Saine would probably stop if I said that so I held back.

 

[If you’re scared, just say so. I’ll take all your fears and anxieties.]

 

My face was pressed against Saine’s throat, and his low voice reverberated directly into my body.

 

[I will only give you pleasure.]

 

Is it alright to say that I’m scared? Will Saine keep going if I tell him I’m scared? Saine pulled back his hips seemingly along my hesitations, I let out a short shriek and screamed.

 

[Kh!! Saine! Saine, I’m scared!]

 

I’m unable to stop the feelings that I blurted out, and it left my mouth one after another.

 

[Saine…… I’m scared, I’m scared……]

 

Saine is hugging me tightly with both arms, so I can only move my elbows. My hands can also only touch Saine’s body so I can’t wipe my overflowing tears away. I sobbed, unable to move freely between Saine’s arms and his chest.

 

While slamming his hips against me, Saine licked my cheek.

 

[Scared?]

[I am……]

 

I was sobbing heavily, but Saine continued his onslaught despite that.

 

[I won’t stop even if you’re scared.]

 

His determined voice echoes in the darkness. I felt so relieved by those words that I looked up at Saine who I couldn’t see.

 

[I’m scared, but I don’t want to stop.]

 

When I resolved myself and told him, Saine’s laughter came down. It’s so rare for Saine to laugh out loudly that it warms my heart. I was scared until just now, but my fear melted away.

 

[I love your laughing voice.]

[I see.]

 

It’s a happy-sounding voice this time. I can’t see, but I can perceive Saine’s expression. I’m so happy that I’m able to do that now.

I put my hands on Saine’s hard arms and relaxed my legs. My legs swayed as if it’s at the mercy of Saine’s movements. But I don’t go against them.

I let go of my body’s strength and soar to the sky with Saine. When I closed my eyes, Saine and I were flying round-and-round the night sky. Countless stars are shining in the sky and we’re flying through the air. We were both laughing and having fun.

 

When we were about to fly towards the big round moon, all of a sudden, it felt hot inside my stomach. There was suddenly a splash of something hot and I snapped my eyes open.

 

[……Ugh!]

 

Saine hugged me painfully tightly, I ended up groaning. He let out a sound like the roar of a wild beast, and his hips shook.

The heat being poured inside me told me that Saine came. Even though I’m also ejaculating together with Saine, for some reason, I feel more touched about Saine coming. Woah~, Saine came. He let it out inside me. I’m so touched that I started crying again.

It took a long time for Saine to finish ejaculating. Perhaps it was a short time, but it was long for me. He heaved a long sigh while embracing me. The sigh sounded full of satisfaction.

 

[Saine, Saine.]

 

I tapped on Saine’s arm, moving only my wrist. 

Saine lifts his body up slightly and looks at me. I can’t see him but I know that that’s what he’s doing. Saine’s gaze is so strong that I can feel it without seeing it.

 

[Did it feel good?]

[I could get addicted to it.]

 

I was surprised at his prompt response, and then laughed. Who was it that cried because he was scared? I was so joyful that I could retort that to myself, I laughed out loud.