TNZKMA Chapter 88

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I laughed so energetically to an inappropriate extent at night, but Siane didn’t get angry, he stroked my head placatingly.

 

[Are you having fun?]

[Yeah, a lot!]

[You’re not scared anymore?]

[Not scared. I don’t think I will be scared next time. I got used to it now.]

[You got used to me?]

[Nope, I think it’s slightly different. Saine’s is very thick, it’s still a bit painful even now. Even though you came and shrank a little. That’s why, I think it’s different from something like getting used to the size. But I believe that I got used to figuring out how not to get scared.]

 

Do not go against Saine’s movements. I realized that I should entrust and leave my body to Saine.

 

[Am I big?]

[Saine? Yeah, you’re big. I have to look up until my neck hurts if we’re facing each other, and if we line up, I think I’ll be covered by your body.]

[What about here?]

 

Saine poked me with his hips. Despite going soft already, Saine still inside me.

 

[Mh……You’re big here, too. I don’t know about other people, but, I think yours is huge.]

[I see.]

 

He looks happy for some reason. Does Saine like big people? If that’s the case then I won’t be eligible. I can’t call myself big by any standards. Haruka, who was as tall as me in our previous life, is that tall. Which means, I also can’t keep up with Saine’s height even after 10 years.

 

[Saine, do you like them big?]

[Isn’t it normal?]

[Is it…… You see, I don’t think I can grow very big, but I will do my best to eat a lot and traind my muscles. That’s why, can you bear with me?]

 

When I pleaded with Saine that, he sighed helplessly.

 

[You have to have a bit more confidence in yourself.]

[What do you mean?]

 

I haven’t tried hard enough to be confident. Confidence is about working harder than others, and that hard work builds your backbone, right?

 

[I don’t really get it but…… Hm~…… Then, I’ll do some push-ups.]

[Poosh aps]

 

It’s another weird pronunciation. I wonder what training Saine did to become this strong.

 

[It’s an exercise where you lie face down with your hands supporting your body. It builds muscle in your arms. Or is chopping wood more effective?]

[What’s the point of you growing muscles?]

 

I was flicked on the forehead. I couldn’t see it, but it must have been his finger.

 

[Even if I don’t grow taller, I’ll still grow bigger if I put on some muscles, right? My arms and legs will grow thicker and my belly will get tighter. When that happens, Saine, will you be happy?]

[You don’t need to put on something like that.]

[Saine, don’t you like big people? You won’t come to dislike me for being small?]

[………You’re really……]

 

With a sigh, Saine hugged me.

 

[This is what I mean when I say that being big is good.]

 

He grinds his hips against me.

 

[The cock?]

[That’s right.]

[Saine, do you prefer it bigger here?]

 

Mine is thin and short. Saine opened his mouth before I could tell myself that I was hopeless in my head.

 

[I’m telling you, what does it matter whether yours is thin and short? Rather, yours is small and cute.]

[Do you like mine?]

[Yeah. I’ll suck it later.]

 

My heart jumps at his low voice. I got happy at my heart that’s beating as if it’s dancing, I grabbed his sturdy arm and looked up at the unseeable Saine.

 

[Me, too. I also like your dick. I like it a lot. It’s big and thick, and it pokes me deep inside. Your fingers also felt good, but this here feels even better, you know? It can hit an incredibly sensitive spot in me.] 

 

Does Saine, who only puts it in, feel this kind of pleasure, too? I feel like I’m the only one feeling good. Saine hits many places that make me feel good from the inside, but all I ever do is stroke the surface of Saine’s d*ck after all. I wonder how he felt about that? Could it be that Saine doesn’t feel even half of the pleasure I’m feeling? 

Inside of me who started getting a bit worried, Saine began to poke me even though he wasn’t moving.

 

[……Saine, did you grow big?]

[Yeah.]

 

It’s thick but the previously drooping head of Saine’s starts poking me from the inside.

 

[It makes me happy, but, how come?]

[Because you’re a monster.]

[I’m a Reincarnator, okay?]

 

When I laughed with ‘ahaha’, I was pushed up from inside.

 

[You must be a monster. You’re messing with my heart right now.]

 

He mentioned it before but what does he mean? Ignoring my tilting head in wonder, Siane continues to poke me. He’s stirring up the semen that he let out earlier.

I recall Haruka saying that leaving it alone inside would have been terrible in the previous world. But, he said that it’s okay here. Really, it’s such a relief. After all, I can’t tell Saine to wait. I can’t tell him to wait because he’s coming inside of me, and I don’t want to say it.

 

Amidst the darkness, I can hear our breaths getting rougher. Mixed with it, a sticky wet sound resounded. In a small voice that sounds as if it will get drowned by that sound, Saine whispered to me.

 

[You exist as a monster only for me, got it?]

 

Does Saine like monsters? He lets me keep Kyui and he refuses to become a Hero who massacres monsters. I’m not clear about it but if Saine says he likes it, I will become a monster or whatever it may be.

Closing my eyes with my legs dangling, I soared to the sky with Saine again.