TNZKMA Chapter 90

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We wash our bodies carefully in the bath. We usually use a towel but Saine washed me with his bare hands. He took the time to carefully wash my arms and legs, including under my ears and neck. Even my pen*s, which he can grab with one hand,  is washed with both hands immersively. He also cleans my asshole in that manner. He carefully inserted his finger inside and scraped out the inside. Fueled by that movement, my cock turned upwards again.

 

[Sorry……]

[Why are you apologizing?]

[Because, it’s like…… How should I put it…… It’s unprincipled, I think? It feels like that. We did it so much but I still got excited.]

 

It’s embarrassing that that place is stretching its neck as much as it can to appeal to Saine spoiledly.

I wasn’t like this in my previous life, did my personality change after coming here? I was not a crybaby, and I shouldn’t have been a willful person. I used to be stronger.

I wonder if Saine is disgusted with me. Won’t he come to hate this kind of me? When I peeked up at him, Saine gave me a fluttering kiss.  Upon doing that, he gets on his knees and kisses my crotch, too. He gently kissed the tip of my erection and welcomed me into his mouth.

 

[Saine……]

 

I look down at Saine who I usually look up at. Saine is sucking me.  I have a feeling that I was like this last night but I was so full that I don’t remember it well. I was looking at Saine with marvel.

Saine’s hair is the same color as his eyes, pitch-black. My eyes and hair are also black, but it’s completely different from Saine’s black.  Saine’s hair and eyes are black in its essence. While thinking that it’s as black as ink, I touched Saine’s hair.

This was my first time touching the huge Saine’s hair. It’s surprisingly softer than I thought. I thought it would be coarser. I stroke his soft short hair. When I did it just like how Saine always did it to me and petted me while going ‘there, there’, Saine looked up at me with upturned eyes while having me still in his mouth. His pitch-black eyes look at me with amusement. And then, he sucked in strongly.

 

[Ah……]

 

Without laughing at me for coming so easily, Saine sucked with strength that could make  me spurt everything out.

 

[I heard that male Reincarnators get an erection after being seduced by their  husbands, but that’s not all of it, huh.]

 

I rest my back on Saine’s chest and shut my eyes vacantly.

 

[You think so?]

 

A big hand strokes my hair. It feels good and I am attacked by sleepiness.

 

[That’s because earlier, I was the only one who got hard.]

[……You’re right. It could be that it’s only the first time for the male Reincarnators.]

[What do you mean?]

[They only get enticed at the beginning. After that, they might be able to get hard without anything happening.]

 

I open my eyes and look at the me in the water. Can I become a normal man after experiencing it once? I threw my head back and looked up at Saine.

 

[Will I get an erection without you?]

[What are you planning to do if you do?]

 

Saine’s eyes narrowed.

 

[I’ll be in a pickle if that happens, right? I’m just thinking how troublesome it will be if I get hard even though you’re not around.]

 

This time, his pitch black eyes widened. He looks kind of happy.

 

[Saine, too, I don’t want you to get hard when I’m not around……]

 

I looked down and secretly whispered. I’m being selfish, aren’t I? Saine is big, he’s an adult,  and although it’s something I just remembered, he’s a man. Even though I’m here in the house with the futon ready and everything, it’s not like I can say, ‘Come on in, everything’s prepared.’ He  might get an unexpected er*ction at any moment, and I wonder if it’s okay for me to have a say in such adult matters.

It would be great if I can satisfy him with great techniques like Allec, though. That way, he might be satisfied with just the night.  He also got hard earlier, that means it does not exclusively happen only at night. With my skills, I can’t fully satisfy Saine.

As I was becoming increasingly troubled and restless, Saine titillatingly rubbed my stomach.

 

[You’re thinking of something irrelevant again, aren’t you?]

[It’s not irrelevant.]

 

Being unfairly judged makes me feel a bit annoyed.

 

[Allec, the guy I talked about from the Men’s Club. He just changed to a new husband so I can’t meet him yet, but I will remember to ask him.]

[Ask him what?]

[Technique.]

[Technique?]

 

Does he not understand the katakana* word? (TN:read here for details on Katakana.)

 

[Let me see, I think it’s better if I call it a skill. I will do my best so I can satisfy you, Saine.]

 

I raise both hands and apply force. I’m so happy to have developed a little bit of biceps. I trained well. Probably guessing why I laughed with an ‘Uhih’, Saine pinched my biceps.

 

[Oww!]

 

Dauntless-sama’s fingers hurt. My biceps were being crushed by only his fingers.

 

[Are you still obsessed with muscles?]

[I told you that it’s not the case. What I meant by skills isn’t this, but on this.]

 

While rubbing my arm, I grabbed Saine underwater.

 

[You can only do it with me at night, right? Today is an exception but don’t you usually go to the Guards Guild? I also have to go to the market, it’s impossible to do it in the afternoon, right? So we can only embrace each other at night, and in order to make you hold out during the day that night, I’m going to improve my skills.]

 

As I was saying this, I realized. 

 

[Oh…… You’re about to start working as a guard, aren’t you? Then, we’d have to be apart from each other for a few days…… What should we do…… Saine, are you okay being away from me for days? Won’t you get h*rny towards your client or colleagues……]

 

Wow, I absolutely hate that. I can’t bear to imagine that Saine is holding someone else. But I wonder if Saine, who just learned about it, will be able to hold it in for days. 

I spread my legs and hug Saine.

 

[Since you learned how to do it, you’ll get hard when you’ll want to do it, right? Once that happens, everyone will surely want to be your partner. After all, you’re handsome.]

 

I clung to him tightly while repeatedly shaking my head in dislike.  He won’t be able to deal with other Reincarnators unless he undergoes the Ceremony, but this world isn’t just about Reincarnators.  Rather, the people here are five times the number of Reincarnators. And the locals usually hang around the town.

They don’t have the concept of cheating, but they have desires. After all, they can have s*x without love or romance.  Dad and mom used to say it. ‘It was just one time’, ‘it’s not serious’. They’d say that they ‘don’t even remember how they look’ or ‘know their name’. Every time they yelled at each other, I would think ‘You can also have s*x with a relationship like that, I see.’

But even if Saine does that, I can’t blame him. I am lacking and unable to satisfy him, so it’s wrong to be blind to my own shortcomings and get mad at him.

When I was hugging Saine tightly, an exasperated voice came down.

 

[You’re really…… It’s better if you think more uncomplicatedly.]

[About what?]

[Why should I partner up with those from here?]

[You won’t feel like holding them when you feel h*rny?]

 

When he said that, a hand sword dropped down. He probably planned to do it lightly, but it hurts. Saine was laughing at me as I held my forehead.

 

[I won’t possibly hold someone who can’t give birth. No matter the method, the people here can’t give birth.]

[…….I can’t either, you know?]

[You’re special. You’re my Reincarnator, so I’m going to embrace you regardless of children.]

 

Something warm spreads in me.

 

[What will you do if you feel like doing it and I’m not around?]

[There’s nothing I can do about it.]

[Why?]

[Because it’s different from food.]

[Food……?]

 

Why is he talking about food here?

 

[If I want to eat pork but it’s not there, I can make do with beef, right? It’s like that with food, I can have something else if what I crave isn’t there. However, this is different.]

 

His large hands grab my face so it doesn’t move. Then, his pitch black eyes stared at me with piercing intensity.

 

[Remember this well. I’m embracing you because it’s you. A child won’t be born. Having s*x with them is meaningless. But, I hold you because I want to.]

 

Saine’s words went straight inside me and settled down in my stomach with a thump. I was so thrilled that I wanted to run around, and I tightly hugged Saine.

 

[Uhm….. I may be in, something something but, anyway, please take good care of me.] (TN: “I may be inexperienced but please take care of me.” but MC forgot the  right words. Many thanks to NUF’ers for their help.)

[What is that?]

[What is it? There’s a greeting like that.]

 

The one that the bride would say on the day she gets married. I wonder what the words are. Hmm~, I tried hard to remember it but I can’t.

 

[I feel like it’s a very important greeting. I’ll ask Haruka.]

 

Haruka was quite knowledgeable about greetings and customs like this because he was a grandma’s boy. I made a mental note that I have something that I must ask my reliable best friend.

 

 

TN: This is it for now. Will update again once I transferred everything over.